don't know how

running up & down paya lebar crecent, cutting into lorong ah soo & down into upper serangoon road was no joke at all. i didn't knw how i managed to keep up with this running after a 2wk stop. it wasn't easy especially with a side stitch at the early start. but the pain was nothing compared to my aunt who had recently lost her other half & it was nothing compared to my heartache. i held on & i still do. it was what kept me going & have me hoping still. this momentum was interrupted by overtime that lasted till 10 everynight for the past weeks & not mentioning the fact that the overtime started 6 months back. i neglected but i gave & never did i expect the mutual understanding came down to this. & like i said i still do.

polka dotted

my polka dotted fit. yayy it looks girlish i know. but i simply love it. what a fashion diaster i am to even criticize other people. i'm sorry..

UNDERCOVER - WE MAKE NOISE, NOT CLOTHES

Radiohead - No surprises

Radiohead - No surprises
Video sent by vanallen

its not about the music, its about reading the expression of Thom Yorke. the silence & the inability to breathe; kept to yourself. despite the pain; attempt to open the eyes. the struggle to breathe. 2:54 - 3:04 the thin line between life & death. that 10 seconds of fear & pain sum it all; how devastated i was. i am. still. i thought i could. i cant. but i still do. no one can.

Large Hadron Collider

Large Hadron Collider gonna be the world's most powerful particle accelerator located at CERN in a 27-kilometer ring buried deep below the countryside on the outskirts of Geneva, Switzerland. when activated, these previously unexplored energy collisions might unleash new and disastrous phenomena including the production of micro black holes, and strangelets, potentially resulting in a doomsday scenario in 34 days as of 4th June 2008. i'm totally clueless on what i'm talking about but there's only one thing if it truely happens, my only regret in life, is unable to go cycling with you on this special day.

Sun

skin beneath is tearing through the shade. the tanned skin cells are flaking off screaming in pain, tearing their lungs apart as they fall off. as they detached, they died. nothing to fuel their purpose of living. weather has been pretty rough. two weeks since i went for a worthy swim. swimming takes my mind off much stuff & the only comfort i seek is to be under the sun. the warmth fuels the love i need, the heat i feel so secured in the support the water gives, the fatigue i need to pass my days & the repetitive movements allow me to wander off. somewhere. if ya dun mind a wobbly stomach, oversized chest & humongous thighs, sistas or dudes i welcome ya to join me every weekend at orchid country club. holla me.